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The more the light shines through me I pretend to close my eyes
The more the dark consumes me I pretend I'm burning bright
Open Your Eyes {2/?} 
16th-Nov-2007 12:22 pm
Open Your Eyes {2/?}
Rating: R [to be safe? May change at a later date.]
Pairing: j2 <3
Disclaimer: This is not real. I don’t own the boys. I don’t even own the screen names.
Notes: So thanks to the people I thanked last chapter. And thanks everyone who read the first chapter and/or commented on it. I really appreciate it. :) Anyway. Hope ya’ll like this chapter. <3
Summary: Jared thinks Jensen's an ass. Chad thinks he's creepy. Sandy thinks he's sweet. Sophia thinks Jared wants Jensen's ass. And Jensen? Well, Jensen stares a lot.


It wasn’t too long after he hung up with Sandy, her apologizing for going behind his back and him agreeing that maybe Jensen wasn’t a complete ass that his mom called him down for dinner. His stomach was already growling as he took his seat at the table and piled his plate high before sparing a smile for his parents and ruffling his sister’s hair.

“Cut it out!”

“How was school?” His mom cut in before things could get out of hand. It was the staple question at their table and he only half listened as his sister droned on about something that had happened in her favorite class.

“Jared?” His dad’s voice broke into his thoughts a few beats later and he glanced up from his plate, his mouth stuffed with food, as he did his best to swallow some before answering, “Yeah?”

“School, how was it?”

“Oh,” He shrugged and took another huge bite. “It was fine.”

“Just fine? Nothing interesting happen?” His mom added and he shrugged again. School was school.

“You should answer your mother.”

“It was fine. See. That’s my answer but it’s just not good enough, is it?” Jared huffed; he knew if he kept up he’d get grounded but damn it. He was tired, hungry, and not the least bit up for more talking.

“You need to watch that attitude son,” Like he didn’t already know that, ugh. He was well aware of the fact his parents would probably chalk his behavior up to teenage hormones or something as whacked out as that, but he still managed to feel a little bad about the glare he was sending in their direction.

“Yeah,” He mumbled and shoveled another forkful into his mouth.


“What’s wrong with you man?” Chad asked after Jared had shut the locker door, his shoulders hunched and his face displaying a scowl though he was happy as ever. Right.

“Nothing, I’m fine.”

“You don’t look fine.”

“Well I am.”

“Ah come on. You can’t fool me,” His friend was grinning, “Who do I need to beat up this time?”

Jared would have laughed, made some joke and shrugged it off if he didn’t know Chad was only half kidding with him. It wouldn’t be the first time his best friend playfully offered to kick someone’s ass… come to think of it he offered a lot but the problem was the last time… when Chad actually went through with it. Jared had told him not to, but had Chad listened? No. Sometimes his friend was just too stubborn for his own damn good and besides, he got it into his head somehow that he needed to show Jared he had his back. As if Jared didn’t already know that, which he did. But still. It’d been a huge ass mess, parents had been called into the office and Chad had been suspended for a week. In the end Jared felt bad and so a repeat? Not going to happen.

“No one,” He assured him with a grin of his own. “I’m just tired s’all.”

“Aww shucks, too busy thinking about Jenny boy to get a good nights sleep?” And that’s how quick the guy slipped from concerned best friend to ‘I’m going to tease the hell out of you’.

“No,” He lied because that had been part of it but it wasn’t his fault. Remember it was Chad’s.

“I believe you,” Chad said in a tone that clearly showed he didn’t.

“Man it’s the truth.”

“Yeah, sure. But speaking of Ackles he’s over there.” His friend was glancing over his shoulder. “And surprise! He’s staring… again.”

Jared took a deep breath, trying to calm his nerves before ducking his head as he scratched the back of his neck and attempted the casual look. He didn’t want to seem anxious because then Chad really would rag on him and Jensen would probably notice. So this is where skill and finesse came in as he turned back towards his locker, turning the lock and making it look like he’d forgotten something as he stole glances at Jensen.

“You are such a girl.”

“I am not,” Jared protested with a growl, “I just forgot my pencil,” That was a horrible excuse. What the hell. Clearly Jensen was messing with his head.

Chad rolled his eyes and laughed loud, “Don’t know what your sudden interest in that creepy motherfucker is but girly!Jared who checks out his hair to make sure it looks good for Jenny boy is not cool man.”

“I am not checking my hair!”

“You say so.”

“Quit being such a dick.”

“I will when you quit going gaga over Ackles… dude. I’m telling you, it’s just wrong.” It was Jared’s turn to roll his eyes. “At least go crush on some hotshot football star or something. Maybe then I’d understand but Ackles?” Chad shook his head.

“I’m not going starry-eyed over the guy, alright? So don’t worry about it.”

Chad just gave him a knowing look but didn’t comment any further, much to Jared’s happiness. “Are you coming to the game on Saturday?”


“Why not?”

“My parents got me cleaning out the garage so I’ll be stuck there all day,” He was lying, big deal, it’s not like Chad had never lied to him before.

“Sucks to be you.”



It was already fifth period; his last class before lunch, and Jared was sprawled out in his chair, his gaze flickering between the clock and the back of Jensen’s head. He wanted this class to be over with, he was so bored. This is the only reason he could think of that he pulled out a piece of paper and wrote:


We still on for Saturday?

- Jared

He didn’t even care that it was such a middle school thing to do. He also didn’t care that he had made it out to sound like a date. Oh well, it was too late to turn back now, as he tapped Sophia’s shoulder and whispered for her to give the note to Jensen. She tossed him a funny look but passed it along anyway. Jared had to look down; his cheeks felt a little too hot all of the sudden.

Thankfully it was only a couple seconds later before Sophia was dropping the paper back on his desk, but he wasn’t sure he actually wanted to open it. What if Jensen thought he was weird? Or Immature? Or stupid? And why should he care? Guh. Life was so confusing.


Yeah we’re still on. That is…if you think you can handle being around me for a couple hours.



Are you going on a date? That is SO cute!!! When? Where? Can I come take pictures?

*kisses* Sophia

Jared groaned, resisting the urge to hit his head on the desk. It was bad enough Jensen was seeing the note, his dorky, dorky, bad idea note but now Sophia had seen it too. And she’d added a message of her own, that was so like her. The only good thing about all this was that it was Sophia, not Sandy or Chad who would probably tease him and then laugh their asses off.


I think I can just about manage, if you don’t act like an ass again.


SOPHIA! Quit reading my note. It’s not cool.

He passed it back, not for the first time in the last hour or so wishing it was Jensen’s seat in front of his instead of Sophia’s. He liked her just fine but he hated having to go through her to get to Jensen. Then again, he might not have had the balls to tap Jensen on the shoulder and give it to him. So maybe it was a good thing? He really needed to get his head on straight, otherwise he wouldn’t be able to process what was written on the note as she dropped it back onto the desk.


Don’t hurt yourself trying. And dude I’m not an ass. You’re just bad at reading people.


Jared! Don’t call Jensen an ass! You’ll never get into his pants at this rate.


Jared tried, but he couldn’t bring himself to write back. What did Jensen even mean? He was bad at reading people? Seriously. If the way Jensen had been acting that day didn’t make him an ass, what did it all mean? And Sophia! She was going to kill him. He was going to die from embarrassment. That was saying something too, since this was Jared and he wasn’t even someone who got embarrassed easily. But the thought of Jensen seeing what she wrote, well it caused his cheeks to flush and his hands to sweat. He knew he could scribble it out, but that’d be risking her writing something worse.

So he spent the rest of the class pretending he hadn’t been writing notes, listening to the teacher drone on and shredding bits of paper. At least this way Jensen wouldn’t see the stuff about getting into his pants and Jared wouldn’t be forced to try and come up with something else to say.
16th-Nov-2007 09:19 pm (UTC)
Jensen's got a crush on Jareddd! *giggles*
Jared's really stupid lmao.
cute notes too. and IM's adroable.
i cant wait for more. =)

17th-Nov-2007 08:22 pm (UTC)
It would seem that way wouldn't it? :D And haha. Jared can be pretty dense at times in this fic. and I'm glad you liked the notes. Anyway thanks for the comment. <3333
16th-Nov-2007 09:22 pm (UTC)
I'm loving this! Jared is really bad at reading people, Jensen is not an ass, he is shy and reserved.
17th-Nov-2007 08:23 pm (UTC)
Haha yes he is. Jensen's shy and a little awkward. doesn't mean he's an ass. <3
16th-Nov-2007 09:32 pm (UTC)
This is quite lovely! hehhehe Jensen got a crush on Jared....lol! i didn't have time to comment on ur first chap the other day cuz i was taking a break from doing my homework...but great start...so obviously i can't wait for more :D
17th-Nov-2007 08:24 pm (UTC)
I'm glad you like it! And I'll try not to keep you waiting too long. thanks. <3
16th-Nov-2007 09:48 pm (UTC)
This is just so sute :)
17th-Nov-2007 08:24 pm (UTC)
Thanks <333
16th-Nov-2007 09:59 pm (UTC)
Aww, Jared is so adorable when he's nervous. And Sophia is awesome :D I'm guessing Jensen was referring to having a crush on Jared, but I'm still with Jared in thinking he was jerky. I guess Jensen's nervousness translates that way. Can't wait to read more :)
17th-Nov-2007 08:25 pm (UTC)
Yeah he is pretty cute. And haha I love Sophia. She will be around more in chapters to come. :) Thanks a lot for reading. <3333
16th-Nov-2007 10:00 pm (UTC)
This is really good and I am looking forward to reading more
17th-Nov-2007 08:25 pm (UTC)
Thanks. I'm glad you like it. <3
16th-Nov-2007 10:59 pm (UTC)
Jared is adorably clueless. And protective!Chad is SO MUCH LOVE. *g* As is matchmaker!Sophia! And Jensen is so cute, he has a cruuuuush on Jaaaayreeed. XP

I can't wait for more!

Really, I can't.

When can I have more?!?!

*twitches like an addict*
17th-Nov-2007 08:27 pm (UTC)
OMG. First of all. your comments make me squee. I can't help it. <3 *is a huge dork* <3 Anyway. I'm really happy to hear that you're liking it so far. And I will do my best to have the third chapter up soon! So thanks for reading. <33333
16th-Nov-2007 11:04 pm (UTC)
I love how cryptic Jensen is over everything. I'm looking forward to seeing if Jared can manage to be more 'normal'/even/balanced around him come the weekend. Also, Sophia's little comments were very fun.
17th-Nov-2007 08:28 pm (UTC)
Yeah... the weekend should be... interesting. *giggle* Anyway. I'm glad you like it. <3
17th-Nov-2007 12:19 am (UTC)
I did give you feedback on this when you sent me the draft yes? I love it so much it hurts! Well done baby, this is totally the befginning of something amazing, you know that right? So proud of you honey!!!
Can't wait ofr more!

*massive huggles and sloppy kisses*
17th-Nov-2007 08:30 pm (UTC)
Yes I did! AND OMG I was sooo nervous about it too! And I know that I sent you the really rough draft of it but I can't remember if I ever got feedback for it. *I might have?* Anyway THANKS! for reading the rough draft. and. for now. <3 annnd I'm not sure it's not the beginning of something people are going to read and be like wth was she thinking? Y'know? Anyway yay! *huuuge hugs*
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17th-Nov-2007 08:31 pm (UTC)
I'm glad you like. and I really love school verse stories too. :) I'll try to get the next chapter up soonish. <3
17th-Nov-2007 05:57 pm (UTC)
Jensen's got a crush on Jared!! That is soo cute.
I found the idea with the Im's really good.
These guys are just way too adoreable. love it.
I can't wait for more! *hugs*
17th-Nov-2007 06:02 pm (UTC)
friends?? *makes puppy dog eyes*
I'd hate to miss an update.
17th-Nov-2007 08:32 pm (UTC)
It definitely seems that way. And I'm glad you liked the IMs and everything. <3
17th-Nov-2007 07:10 pm (UTC)
Aww, I love this! :))
17th-Nov-2007 08:32 pm (UTC)
Thanks! <333
17th-Nov-2007 07:29 pm (UTC)
this is too cute cant wait for more
17th-Nov-2007 08:33 pm (UTC)
I'm glad you think so. <333
19th-Nov-2007 12:47 am (UTC)
this is such a great fic...i can't wait to read more.... :-)
6th-Dec-2007 03:31 am (UTC)
Thanks <3
4th-Dec-2007 03:48 am (UTC)
OMG where's the rest. Did you go to friends only I can't get to the rest of the chapters. Wails................... I have to know what happens
6th-Dec-2007 03:31 am (UTC)
The third chapter hasn't been posted yet. most of it is written but I've kinda been away from the computer but it should be up soon. <3
14th-Dec-2007 12:43 am (UTC)
Hee, thought I owe you a comment.

This is great. I love your Jared voice, he's both sweet and hilarious. *g* I also love the dialogue, it seems so natural, I can really hear them talk like this.

I'm looking forward to reading your 3rd chapter. :)
13th-Jan-2008 12:45 pm (UTC)
Still loving the notes, and how Chad, Sandy and Sophia had made it their mission in life to make Jared embarrassed. He sooo needs it, he wouldn't notice anything otherwise!

*next chapter, here I come!!*
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